A Flower for March

I am soo bored right now, I really miss being able to crochet. So I thought I'd have a go at a flower to see if the tension matters. The result is a bit sloppy I think or am I being overly critical? I made this using 8 ply cotton and a 3.5mm hook, I think it looks like I used a bigger hook because the tension is slack. I see a second surgeon this week and a 3rd next week, then I will choose one and get my operation. Then who knows how long the recovery will take? It could be months, so more flowers like this to grace the pages of this blog! lol!

this is what I can make with a weak left hand and slack tension